finally i understand how come deb always like talking to jf; what is it about the conversations she had with him that’ll always enlighten her.

i was msn-ing with him. he was hesitant but still “curious” to know the reason behind my choice. i was happy to share with him though i wasnt really expecting him to understand me. he advised me on some things and said his piece of thoughts. really enjoyed talking to him; he’s one of those guy friends of mine who sees far and who knows where he’s heading to. when he learnt about my thinking process, he said he had worried too much. initially he thought i quit out of impulse to runaway from the shit. i feel very blessed to have friends like him, Queen, Freak, deb etc… especially those whom i befriended in KP. it’s not easy to meet friends whom you can talk to after entering into the BIG WORLD.

anyways, like to share what he told me:
“u cant please everyone.. screw them wat they tink of u, only u know wat is ur own worth”

it’s Friday. i realised that it’s one week into my notice period. time flies… 
after the interview, after talking to so many people; i feel that my thoughts had strengthened.

*becoming strong*